"I think she's found herself a bloke."
Will looked up from his beer. "Who's got a bloke?"
"Dawn. I think Dawn's found herself a fella. A fella who isn't us, I might add."
Will shook his head to clear it. Maybe he'd drunk more of this than he thought. Nope, still sober.
"Is this what you've been brooding about for the last hour? That our sister has somehow managed, in the four days since we've seen her, to go out and fall in love with another guy?" he seemed to think about it for a moment. "No way, Spike."
"Not our sister. Our – " he lowered his voice so that the rest of the bar wouldn't hear him, "Lover. You know, Dawn of the hot, tight pussy and able to take two blokes at once. As long as those blokes are us, mind. Yes, that Dawn. Who, I'll give you, also happens to be our sister."
Will could see that Spike was really upset by this so he set out to ease his mind.
"And what makes ya think that, ya wanker? You were just on the phone with her! Hell, you just had phone sex with her while I-" voice quieter, "sucked you off! When do you think she's got time for someone else? We're on the phone or the computer with her almost every hour of the day that we're not in classes or asleep. I'm only sleepin' four hours a night so I can get up and talk to her before she goes off to school in the morning. When would she have time, Spike? And why would she, when she's got the both of us!"
Spike rounded in his seat. "That's just it, ain't it? She don't have the both of us! She's got telephones and email. She's got a long distance relationship she can't even talk about to 'er friends! She's got zip zilch nada to curl up with at night. Hell, you and I don't even fuck anymore, not unless Dawn's on the phone. But still, we've got someone ta hold us when we fall asleep at night. What's Dawn got?"
Will hadn't thought about it like that before. This was still too new, he hadn't considered all the angles. Over the last five days, he'd gotten good at talking to Dawn and Spike, in detail, about everything he'd like to do physically. They had to say it because they couldn't do it, couldn't even see her to touch her. And the sex, even though it was only two of them, was incredibly hotter. Listening to Dawn's sultry voice talk about sex while he was inside Spike or vice versa, brought a new level of heat to the act. He'd thought the sex with his brother was incredible before. Now, with Dawn added, even as only a voice over the phone, there was a sensual edge to it that was incomparable.
And Spike felt the same way, he knew he did. Which is probably where all the insecurity came from. Spike was one of the most insecure people he knew. He just it hid behind his unbridled cockiness.
Best to be rational.
"Why do you think this, Spike?"
Glad to finally be taken seriously, Spike confided, "She was too excited on the phone. Too happy. Something's up tonight and it was more than just the pleasure of listening to us."
William thought about it. Dawn had seemed extra cheerful tonight. He'd put it down to maybe getting a good grade on her calculus exam or maybe her best friend Janice finally got her driver's license. But now that Spike put it this way…
"No. There's no way, Spike. She doesn't have time, for one thing. Between us and school and us and her job and us and mum and dad and us, we're wearing the poor girl out." He thought about that. "Maybe we are wearing her out. Maybe it was some kind of exhaustive hysteria, maybe…"
Spike put his arm around Will and hugged him close, chuckling. "Okay, brother, I get it. If I sound even half as ridiculous as you –"
"No, Spike, really, I think we should-"
Spike put a finger on Will's soft pink lips. "I think we should go back to our room and I should show you just how much I love having you for a lover, that's what I think."
Will smiled. "I like the way you think."
Spike pulled out a couple of bills and paid the tab, then left with Will, having to push his hands deep in the pockets of his duster to keep from taking him into his arms right here where anyone could see them.
They'd never get rid of the masks completely. But thank hell they didn't have to wear them in private anymore, not even in front of their beloved Dawn.
They kept glancing at each other and smiling as they walked across campus. Will was sure anyone looking at them would be able to see their true feelings, but no one had so far. Their friends were happy that they were happy again, no one questioned that it was the rift between them that had made them unhappy or that the renewed closeness had solved the problem. Everyone just assumed that because they were twins, one would not feel complete without the other. They didn't know the half of it.
Just before they hit MacMillan Hall where their dorm was, Spike grabbed Will's coat and pulled him into the shadows of some Rose of Sharon bushes. It wasn't a lot of covering but it was enough and it felt so good to have Spike's lips on his again. Just the two of them. Just soft lips and soft tongues and soft sighs and hardening flesh.
Just Spike and Will.
Will pulled back. "Feels funny-"
"- without Dawn." Spike finished. "Yeah, I know." Will leaned his forehead against his twin brother's. "Not that I don't want to, but-"
"We can't go behind Dawn's back like this. Three, remember, she's part of us. We-"
"We could talk to her about it tomorrow, see what she says. Don't wanna have a go without her knowin'."
"I love you, Spike."
Spike cupped the back of Will's neck and kissed him again. "I love you, too, Will. You and Dawn. We'll be together, we'll find a way. Maybe we should transfer to back east?"
Will nodded his head. "We'll look into it tomorrow, all right?"
Agreeing, Spike led the way into their dorm. They got into bed and made love, not with penetration, but with kisses and touches and whispered devotions. They felt disloyal enough to their sister. They'd wait.
At a few minutes after eight, some clod was knocking too loudly on the door.
"Go away!" Spike called, pulling Will closer in his embrace, his leg tightening around his brother's hips.
The knocking continued with no interruption.
"Go the fuck away!"
Still knocking. Will moved to get out of bed, but Spike pulled him back, kissed his shoulder, then got out himself. He opened the door wearing just what he'd gone to bed in. Nothing.
"This better be bloody-"
A squealing Dawn catapulted herself through the door and landed in his arms.
He kissed her back just as passionately without thinking for a moment, then pulled back and looked into her face.
"Wait a minute. You're real. Yer not a dream. Usually when I have this dream yer not real."
Dawn laughed and pulled out of his arms.
"No, silly, I'm not a dream. It's me, live, in the flesh." She took his hand and put it under her shirt, on her breast. "Wanna feel?"
"God, yes," Will answered for him, finally entering the conversation and Dawn bounced over to him. Will pulled her down onto the bed and under him and kissed her like a girl who'd been without her men for a week deserves to be kissed. Spike was practically panting just watching it. A noise in the hall made him realize the door was still open so he shut it. Then locked it. Then put a chair in front of it.
Explanations could wait.
In no time at all, Dawn was divested of her clothes and a few touches on her wet pussy let them know that she was as ready as they were.
Will did the honours and crawled up her body and entered her with uninhibited need while Spike found the lube and prepared Will to accept him. They needed to be together as one. They hadn't been complete, hadn't been truly happy all week because this is what their bodies and hearts had been missing.
They all let go of a breath when Spike thrust into Will and the connection was complete. Will kissed Dawn with sweet tenderness while Spike caressed Will's back and bum. Spike told Dawn he loved her and missed her and wanted to be inside her too.
It wasn't harsh or overly energetic, it wasn't the desperate passion of their first encounters. It was just love, the simple sharing of souls that meant so much more. Slow rocking, gentle thrusting, kisses and touches and holding hands. Dawn's legs wrapped around both Will and Spike and she could feel him making love to Will as Will made love to her.
Will whispering love words in her ear, making her feel cherished, worshipped, feel like a goddess. Spike telling her over and over again that he loved her and missed her and wanted them all to be together.
She saw the look in Spike's eyes that meant he was about to come as Will's hold on her fingers tightened, signaling his. In their usual perfect timing, her internal muscles picked that moment to squeeze and her body released the fluids and endorphins that made this experience so very right. Although she had a feeling it had more to do with Will and Spike than it did with the chemicals they taught about in biology.
They collapsed onto the bed, one on each side of her, holding each other close and kissing her neck and shoulders.
"So why are you here?" Will finally asked.
Dawn giggled. "Funny time to ask."
Will smiled, "Yeah, well, was busy before, wasn't I?"
"True," Dawn admitted. "I'm here to check out the school. This is the other school I want to apply to. I just wasn't sure if – "
When she hesitated, Spike filled in, "If we would want you here?"
Dawn nodded. "I knew how I felt about you guys but I didn't want to spend two years getting my heart broken watching you date every girl on campus, ignoring me completely. I never really expected it to turn out like this, not in my wildest dreams. But then I saw you," she looked at Will, "looking at Spike like he was strawberry shortcake covered with Grandma's homemade whipped cream and I thought I should at least try."
Spike hugged her close. "Never be afraid to say anything to us, Sweet Bit. Anything at all. We have no secrets. Not anymore. Not from each other."
"This is why you were so excited on the phone last night," Will declared, mystery solved. "Because you were coming here today."
Dawn laughed. "I worked so hard to keep it a secret. I kept thinking Mum was going to spill it, I told her I had already talked to you two about it. She kept trying to come with, but I told her it would be fine - and cheaper, cuz, ya know, I could stay in the dorm with you. Mom would so not stay here. So she wants you guys to show me around."
Spike nuzzled in behind her warm, nude body and pointed to the door. "That's the door, but you can forget about that." He pointed to their mini-fridge, "Beer and water in there, maybe a slice of dead pizza." He pointed to the bed, "This is the bed, majority of yer time will be spent here, although the floor, desk, chair and closet are real possibilities as well." He pointed to Will, "Naked bloke, wants to fuck you, pay attention to him." He pointed to himself, "'Nother naked bloke, loves you desperately and wants to spend the day inside you and the first naked bloke. Tour over, kiss me."
She did.
They didn't keep her prisoner forever. They had sandwiches delivered for lunch and she almost peed herself laughing at the look on the delivery guy's face when he saw three naked people in the room together.
Then they went back to making love and laughing and talking and making love for the rest of the afternoon and evening. Well, there wasn't really much talking. Except when Dawn remembered to call home and tell Mom that all was well and the boys were taking great care of her and she'd be home Saturday night.
They took her to their favourite restaurant for a late dinner and talked about their idea to transfer to a school closer to home but Dawn vetoed it. She said they'd work it out. There were only five and a half more months until they were done for the year and then they would be coming home anyway. Part of that time would be winter break and then spring break and they would be home then. Under the watchful eyes of Mum and Dad. And then they would be together all summer until they all came back here in August. It would work, she assured them.
Spike told her his concerns about her being alone those times when they were apart and she was touched that he was so thoughtful. Will confessed that he was afraid they might be overextending her time keeping her up all hours of the night but she convinced them she was young and resilient.
After dinner they walked around campus, finally giving that tour, occasionally stopping to kiss, sure that the darkness would disguise their transgressions. At nine they headed for the campus dive bar where Spike's band had their weekly gig. Dawn was afraid her age would be a problem, but Spike told her they never even asked his age and he wasn't old enough to drink legally either. But they never hesitated to give him a beer if he wanted one.
Dawn sat cuddled in a booth with Will as the Dingoes set up.
"Why Dingoes Ate My Baby?" she asked.
Will shrugged. "Was Oz's idea, I think. Wanted a name that would catch attention. I think it was a line from some bad B-movie he and Devon were watching one night."
Dawn laughed. "It certainly catches your attention." She turned in the seat, leaning her back against Will, and looked up at the stage. "So who's who?"
Will pointed to a tall, spacey-looking guy with messy hair but a good body. "That's Devon, lead guitar sometimes, keyboards when Spike's playing." He pointed to a short, funky but very cool looking guy with reddish purple hair who was talking to a perky redhead. "He's Oz, bass, the girl's Willow, been together about five years. She doesn't play but she's an official member of the band because she negotiated their contract. Spike says she got them a great salary that increases if the crowd increases."
Dawn was impressed. "Sounds like a smart girl."
Will nodded. "Very smart, she's in a couple of my classes. Girl's gonna be the first woman president, you watch. Unless she goes to jail for killing Veruca."
"Who's Veruca?"
He pointed to the only other female on the stage. "Veruca. Does backup singing and the occasional tune that needs a woman's voice. Great set of pipes on her. She's after Oz, I don't know if she'll get him or not, but Willow's gonna kill her if she makes an overt try."
"Who's that?" Dawn pointed to the only person left on the stage, a very tall, shaven-headed hunk of salty goodness.
"That's Charlie, but he prefers Gunn. So we all call him Charlie."
Dawn giggled and sat back as Spike stepped to the mike.
The band played their some of their usual lineup. Beer Drinkers and Hell Raisers, Cadillac Ranch, Cradle of Love and Lay Your Hands on Me.
Dawn was sweating over how hot Spike looked while singing, especially during that last song. She noticed he kept looking over in their direction and winking. If he kept this up someone was going to suspect something.
"I'd like to introduce you to someone," Spike said from the stage and through the microphone it was loud enough to get everyone's attention. "You've met my brother Will, but it's a treat tonight because our sister's here visitin' from back east. Her name's Dawn and she's bloody beautiful and I'm warning every one of you sods that if you so much as think about touching her, Will and I will introduce you to your anus, got it?"
Everyone clapped and laughed except Dawn and Will, who knew that Spike was not kidding, not even exaggerating. Spike pointed to their booth and the spotlight swung around and brought Dawn and Will into its glare. Dawn tried to hide her face in Will's shirt, but Will made her turn around and wave.
"I had to do it, now it's your turn. You should have seen Willow when he did to her. He still scares her with it every now and again so she hides in the back while they play now."
The spotlight thankfully turned back onto Spike where it belonged.
"That's as close to fame as I ever want to get," Dawn said when she could breath again. "You said there's a back?"
Will led her to the back and they sat and talked to Willow for the rest of the first set.
On the break, Spike stepped into the alley for a cigarette and Dawn and Will stepped with him. No actual smoking occurred; none that involved cigarettes anyway. They found a quiet spot behind a stack of boxes and made out like they hadn't seen each other in weeks.
"Saw you two disappear," Spike told them when he came up for air. "Got so bloody horny on stage thinking about you two back here fucking while I sang."
"Wasn't fucking, Spike, you know we wouldn't, not without you. Was talking to Willow."
Spike blinked. "You mean you – " he looked to Dawn and she nodded. Spike went on, "Okay, we gotta get something straight. We are three, yes? Always three. But two is part of three. It's all right if its just two, isn't it? I mean, if you two are there then part of me is there too, or something like that. If I'm out or at class or wherever, you two should go ahead, do what moves you. Wanted to make love to Will last night but I couldn't, not without Dawn knowin'. But Dawn, Luv, you've got to let me and Will have some time just as I have to let you and Will have some time. I'm not sayin' ta kick someone out o' bed, but if its just you two and you feel like it, do it. It's not bein' disloyal, Loves, its just being in love."
Dawn nodded, but Will looked thoughtful.
"I love you, both of you."
Spike hugged him and offered, "Tell ya what. I got a song, a new one we haven't done before. I sing it, if it gets you hot, go for it."
Dawn laughed. "Spike, I get hot just listening to you talk. Your singing is just – guh!"
Spike smiled. "Oh yeah? Just talkin', huh? So if I told you I want to strip you naked and lay you down on the ground and worship you for a year you'd be mine?"
Dawn looked at the ground. "It's got rocks and stuff but oh, baby, I'm ready to go when you are."
Spike pulled her close and kissed her neck.
"Gotta go back in, Niblet. Band's countin' on me. Not that you're not tempting." He adjusted himself. "Very tempting." He looked at Will who was smiling at him with hooded eyes. "Guess they could start without me."
Will laughed and pushed him toward the door. "Go. We'll still be here when you're done."
Spike put his arm around Dawn's shoulders and walked back into the bar. He didn't let go of her even as he walked up the steps to the stage and no matter how much she tried to pull away, he wouldn't let her. When the crowd clapped for him and the band, he smiled and held her close.
"For those of you who weren't here earlier," he told the packed house, "This is m' sister, Dawn, come to visit Will and I for a few days. You may look, but you may not even think of touching. The three of us are very close" he put a lot of insinuation into his voice and Dawn blushed, "And we wouldn't like it if we had to kill you for touchin' her. Take away from family time, it would. Everyone say hello."
A loud and slightly drunken, "Hello!" rose up from the crowd.
Spike smiled at his ability to play a crowd and sent Dawn on her way back to Will with a "Don't forget what I told ya."
She nodded, happily saying anything that would get her off the stage.
Willow was waiting for her. "Don't worry about that 'we're very close' stuff. He does that kind of thing to the audience all the time, making everyone think there's something going on between him and Will. Gets the girls all hot and bothered. And the guys don't mind because their girlfriends are hot and bothered, so…" she let it hang, "And everyone's happy. Are you happy? You're not, are you? I told him not to do that. Oh, he's going to get a piece of my mind when he comes down here. I told him not to do it because I knew he would and Will puts up with it but you're not Will, you're you and you're obviously upset and-"
Dawn laughed and held out her hand. "No, really, it's fine. It's okay. I know what Spike's like, I've spent seventeen years as his sister. He loves to embarrass people. I should have expected it. And I don't care what people think. We are very close and when I come here next year people are going to find that out, so, it's fine. Don't worry."
She excused herself and found Will down a dark hallway near the restrooms.
"You all right?" he asked.
"Why does everyone keep asking me that? Yes, I'm fine. Can we move on?"
The band started their second set just then and Will and Dawn found a spot near the door to watch them. With Will leaning against the wall, Dawn leaning back into him and his arms around her waist, anyone seeing them would have guessed them to be lovers instead of siblings. Only Spike, who kept turning to look at them, knew that both were true.
They sang some Springsteen, some Nirvana, a ZZ Top tune that rocked the house. Then the beat slowed and Spike told the audience, "Got something new for ya. Promised my brother and sister I'd play it tonight, so you get to hear it a week early. This is special one, and it goes out to two people, cuz I – uh, well, I skipped classes and spent the day in bed with two people and-" the audience whooped. "And I'm hopin' it'll keep on for the night. So here's hopin', yeah?"
The audience was roaring and applauding but settled down when Spike reached for his guitar.
"I love the way ya look tonight
With your hair hangin' down on your shoulders
I love the way ya dance that slow sweet tango
The way ya do everything but talk
And how ya stare at me with those undress me eyes
And your breath on my body makes me warm inside"
He wasn't looking at them, he didn't have to. Dawn started breathing heavy and Will's arms tightened around her waist. She ground her ass back into his crotch in way she hoped no one noticed but she could tell that Will understood.
The chorus he sang directly to them.
"Let's make out - let's do something amazing
Let's do something that's all the way
Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body
Now I never want to let your body go...
Let's make a night - to remember
From January - to December
Let's make love - to excite us
A memory - to ignite us
Let's make honey baby - soft and tender
Let's make sugar darlin' - sweet surrender
Let's make a night - to remember - all life long"
"Let's – um – let's-" Will tried to speak but instead just took her hand to lead her backstage. Spike smiled and winked and sang the next verse with much enthusiasm as Will pulled Dawn into a storage closet backstage.
"I love the way ya move tonight
Beads of sweat drippin down your skin
Me lying here - you lyin' there
Our shadows on the wall and our hands everywhere"
She had his shirt off before they even got the door shut and Will pulled Dawn's shirt off as her hands curled into his chest, nails almost drawing blood. He drew a nipple into his mouth and sucked and she went up on her toes and held her breath.
He licked his way across to the other one and sucked that one harder as his hands tried to find the waistband to her pants. She was already working on his belt and pushed his hands out of the way. She got his unfastened then quickly did her own, dropping the jeans and scrambling out of her underwear.
"Let's make out - let's do something amazing
Let's do something that's all the way
Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body
Now I never want to let your body go..."
He lifted her by her ass and thighs and forced her back up against the wall. With a grunt, he forced his way inside. She was damp, but not the slick wetness he was used to. He didn't care. His one thought was 'Be inside girl now'.
Dawn didn't seem to mind. Her mouth found his neck and her teeth found his skin and she bit. He thrust harder.
"Let's make a night - to remember
From January - to December
Let's make love - to excite us
A memory - to ignite us
Let's make honey baby - soft and tender
Let's make sugar darlin' - sweet surrender
Let's make a night - to remember – all, all life long"
She hooked her ankles behind his back and held on as he pounded her into the wall. Usually Spike was the primal one. To have Will acting this way was a heady thing. All of her blood was draining from her head and making its way to her center. She used her hands for leverage and found a way to ride him as he mindlessly fucked her. She was seeing tiny white spots in front of her eyes and she never wanted him to stop. If only Spike were here too.
Will looked like he was trying to say something, but nothing intelligible came out.
"I think about ya all of the time
Can't you see you drive me outta my mind
Well I'm never holdin' back again
Yeah, I never want this night to end
Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body
Now I never want to let your body go..."
He rested his head on her shoulder and continued his assault, something inside of him praying he wasn't hurting her but something else inside of him not really caring. He was so close he couldn't think straight, couldn't breathe.
A scream started from her throat and he had to struggle to hold her up with one hand so he could put the other hand over her mouth. He came shooting inside her and felt her milking him with her internal muscles. He gave a short prayer thanking the gods of birth control for saving his ass. Those shots were worth whatever Dad had to pay for them.
When she started to get control again, he dropped his hand, using it to get better control holding her up. He thrust one more time, because he could, and she gasped as she fell into her second orgasm. Fell was the right word. She became a dead weight as she passed out.
He was about to laugh at the absurdity of his position when the door opened. Turning quickly to try to hide her from the newcomer, he was relieved when he saw a shock of white blond hair.
"What did you do to 'er?" Spike asked, seeing her looking almost dead in Will's arms. He quickly closed the door behind him and helped Will lower her onto a bench.
"She – well, she –" Will ran a hand through his shoulder length curls. "She passed out."
Spike looked at him, amazed. "Really?"
"Yeah," Will admitted shyly, although Spike could easily see there was pride in his voice too.
"Hold on, I'll get some water," Spike offered then carefully opened the door and made sure no one was around before venturing out. He was back less than a minute later with a big plastic cup full of water. He splashed a little on Dawn's face and when she opened her eyes, he handed the cup to Will.
"You all right, Luv?"
Dawn looked around, obviously confused by her surroundings for a moment, before she remembered where she was and blushed. "Yeah, I'm fine, just-" she looked at Will, "just wow."
Will blushed and Spike laughed and kissed them both.
"I gotta get back, just came to check on you while Veruca does her thing. I'm back on and I've got about twenty more minutes and then we're out of here. First thing we do," he said, looking at Dawn, "is get you something ta eat. Got a long night planned for you two and I don't want anyone passin' out on me, got it?"
Will nodded but Dawn rolled her eyes. "Yes, Daddy."
Spike smiled and fell to his knees in front of her. "Oh, so brother kink isn't enough? Gotta have some daddy kink too? Think I can accommodate. Come give Daddy a kiss."
She smiled demurely and leaned in for a kiss, but he wanted more, and took it. By the time the kiss ended, Dawn was clutching at his back and trying to crawl into his lap.
Spike left without another word. It took them a few minutes to get dressed, they kept wanting to kiss and touch each other, but finally they made their way out front. When Spike saw them, they were just finishing Hollywood Nights and Spike turned and said something to the band who all nodded.
Turning back around, he pointed to Dawn. "This one's for you, Luv."
"Here you come knockin’ on my door, baby
Tell me what you got on your mind
I guess those college boys all went home for the summertime
And you’re lookin’ right, lookin’ good, lookin’ like a woman should
So why is it so hard to find
A place to lay your pretty little head down once in a while
You run on a little tough luck, baby
Don’t you sweat it
Everything is waiting inside for you
You know I got it
Come and get it
Who’s your daddy, who’s your baby?
Who’s your buddy, who’s your friend?"
>> Chapter Five coming soon!
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