I am bipolar. I start out saying that so that you'll know I'm completely irrational sometimes. That'll explain some of the fic on this site. Some is pretty darn good and some is just horrid (although, the really bad stuff? Yeah, I took that down.) I've given you recommendations on the story listing page, but I'll let you decide for yourself.

Now, about me. My life, when its not boring as ice, is too x-rated to tell you about here. Hub and I like to play, that's all I'm sayin'. :wink:

In 2004, we gave up suburban life in New Jersey and moved to the wilds of Arkansas. And I do mean "wilds". We bought a mountain and built a house on top of it. We had to run all the water, electricity, etc. out to the middle of nowhere. We don't even have DSL here, which is just about killing me and the kids, let me tell ya. Life is just not as much fun on dial-up.

Yes, I have kids. Three natural, two adopted and countless foster. It's a circus around here most days.

When I'm not being driven crazy by all the noise, I write Buffy the Vampire Slayer fanfiction, centering mostly on Spike and Willow but I have been known to branch out to other pairings. Who else do you know who's written Clem/Faith, huh? Yes, I'm weird, but I have fun.

This site is completely free, meaning I make no money at all from this endeavor, so hopefully the people who own these characters won't sue me. The only payment I ask for is for you, the readers, to send me a note telling me whether or not you like my stories. That's it, just a few seconds of time. It's what motivates me to write more!


Many of my stories deal with bdsm. Mainly Domination and submission, but there is some bondage and pain play as well.

If you feel you might like to sample these experiences, please feel free to write to me. I'm not an expert, but I can give you a beginner's perspective. It was an interesting conversation the first time I brought this up with my husband, so I know what you're going through.

Let me say first and foremost that any aspect of bdsm is about trust. Never let someone have control over you whom you do not know. Try it out with your partner first, if possible, and see if you like it. If you want to move on and your partner is not ready to take that step with you, check the internet for bdsm societies in your area. Write to people; get recommendations. Don't be afraid to ask questions. We love bringing new people over to our way of thinking.

If these ideas are of interest to you, please check out the following books.